Part of our dynamic and lifestyle is sexual obedience. I have pretty varied tastes and moods when it comes to sexual activity and I particularly enjoy having what I want, when I want it. Angel is very sexually obedient. She has a high sex drive anyway, but also a strong desire to please me. She never says no to anything I want, and frankly, I think she gets almost as much pleasure from pleasing me as she does from an orgasm.
Last night all I wanted to do was lay back and relax while having my cock pleased. She dutifully, and happily obliged by giving me an amazing blow job. In her head it was an “anything to please Him” attitude.
This is how she thinks and I’m thankful for her:
I’m very thankful for Angel on weeks like this…I haven’t felt good the past two days and know I have been a grumpy ass, yet she still treats me like a king and waits on me. Thank you Angel.
Before yesterday, it has been almost a week since Angel and I have had sex. I have battled a bout of poison ivy, she has had pink eye, and frankly, the rigors of getting old sometimes leave us exhausted by the time we go to bed that we both pour ourselves into bed and go to sleep.
Yesterday presented an opportunity that I was home from work early, and the kids were all out of the house when Angel got home. I was waiting in the bedroom when she got home, slowly stroking my hard cock. She came into the bedroom stark naked, and jumped on me.
One word to describe: Fireworks
I hate going that long without having sex, but the feeling of finally getting release after that many days is always exhilarating!
I’ve seen a lot of activity lately from people on both Fetlife and WordPress that are looking to add an extra female to their dynamic, either as a poly relationship or an extra for threesome fun. I’ve also seen almost all of the same people coming back with how much trouble they were actually having in finding that extra someone. I guess there is a reason why those ladies are called a unicorn. Rarely found, and to most people a mythical creature.
Angel and I have, in the past, talked about adding another female just for a fun time or two. It still comes up once in a while, but while not being serious talk, it all ends up the same…it is just too difficult to find that extra lady. If you were looking for an extra guy, there would be a hundred hands up in a second from guys that were willing. Asking about a lady brings the sounds of crickets to a crowded amphitheater. I would have to assume that this is because almost all single ladies are not interested in mingling with couples, and if they are, they are so selective that it excludes all the common folk.
No real point to this post other than observations, but would love to hear any comments back.
In the past week I have said Yes to everything I could. Things I did not really want to do but they were things that would make my kids happy……they were small things to me but huge to them. I have said Yes to myself and I have been doing Yoga everyday. I was doing yoga before I left on vacation. I found this really great Yoga teacher on Youtube . I just jumped in and pick a 30 day challenge without really doing any research. I did it for 8 days before we left. I did get some sunburn that made some of the moves painful so I took another week off after we were home to heal. While I was healing I did some research on Adrienne’s site. I found a new 30 day lesson to do. It is called TRUE. The first day was focused on Motive….Why you came to the mat. Why you have chosen to do yoga. Setting an intention. The second day was focused on TRUST. Trusting the journey. Trusting the teacher. Trusting yourself. I have found that by focusing on what she is teaching and really focusing on my breathing I am finding a calmness and peace I have not had before.
This coupled with the life changes we have coming up in our home……last two are graduating. I am changing careers, and there is a possibility of Daddy changing carrers.it can be a lot but I and finding that I am excited. The fear I felt a couple of months ago has gone away. It really seems to have left when I decided to say YES!!! Like I said on an eairler blog I heard a reality tv person say that she was saying yes to everything. Once you start to say yes to everything the universe makes a way for it to happen.
I am refocusing on my business. I am so excited. There are so many reasons for it at this time in my life and I know it’s the right thing to be putting my energy and time into.
Rita has been an amazing friend for a while now and when I posted about saying yes before she sent me this blog anout the shoulds and the musts in life. I read it a couple of times and I think while I agree with the message I would flip the meanings. I see shoulds and things I want to be doing. Things on my bucket list. Things that make me happy and my soul calm. Musts are all the things we have to do each day. The ins and outs of what a day holds. I want to focus on and say YES to as many shoulds as I can.
Steve Harvey talked about jumping. About taking that chance and jumping. Not worrying about who is there to catch you but to just take that risk. I am on the cliff ready to jump.
Will Smith also has a great message on fear and how it is what holds us back but fear and if we just jup we will feel the freddom and the greatness.
I haev been blessed with a man in my life that us willing to jump with me and support me now that I want to jump. He is ready and already investing in me with his time and support and it means the world to me.
Are you ready to jump?
We can chear each other on.
This sounds a little boring but it truly isn’t. You would be surprised just how much delicious food you can make that will you enjoy. That will fill you up and you don’t have to have meat. Check out Pinterest. Google vegetarian meals. I promise you won’t be disappointed and it won’t all be a salad.
Having a partner doing either a new or tough exercise can make it fun but it also gives you someone to push you, to go past your limits.